I don’t know what to write today. It’s been so long since I wrote this newsletter. Life indeed gets so busy that you are unable to find time for creative endeavors and spelling yourself out, though I should say since I started writing stories, created an Instagram writer account, and ventured on a new journey of which this newsletter is part, my life had been colorful and I have something to look forward to.
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Things have been dynamic and ever-changing in my college. It is my last year here as a student and then I would be out there in the grim world to function as an individual and a professional though that would be nothing but the start of a new journey. I would say that the beginning is the end and the end is the beginning. If you have read until mind subscribing to the newsletter to receive future emails.
I would like to share some of my short writings with you in this newsletter. You are free to share your comments or thoughts on them.
It's a drastic realization that you would never be able to remember the skies you have watched, the ones that struck a chord in your heart, the sunsets that didn't make you feel alone, the moon that bled when you were torn inside. You would never be able to carry it all and so is the case of everything that goes around. I think sometimes maybe it's a blessing, but what one forgets one rarely thinks of it as a blessing and more of a curse.
I write things I fear and know will inevitably happen, I say things that happen, and I have never hated myself so much as when the things I write and speak come true. I would be the happiest man alive if all I said was a lie and baseless allegations of a madman but they always come true. Either my Lord doesn't want me to end up in Hell, or I am living in one because of my fault.
And when all is said and done, what you once wished doesn't hold any value anymore. Fame, Power, Love, and Pride, all when prostrate in front of you, what value does it have? When the person reaches their destination, all they are left with is unpacking and sitting down to sleep.